I'm going to die...period.

Ok...so I have like one week left for this period as I know it...and it couldn't come sooner. My periods have been getting worse each month. Today i could barely stand up during the singing in church. It was so freakin' painful! I mean c'mon....I can't even stand up? This just sucks! I am praying this surgury next Monday fixes this problem.

I CAN NOT go on like this...one more week...please...one more week...